Jesse's Birthday Oct 25, 2011

Jesse turned 19! We woke him up with balloons, a cake and noise makers at 12AM. It was glorious.

I love my little brother!

Midterms are Over! Love my Mini- Monarch!

Hip Hip Horray! Midterms are over! I really only had one exam, Biology Honors and I think I did fairly well despite not reading 2 of the 3 chapters. I knew the concepts from the lectures and study notes. So what's new? Lets see Caspian is talking a whole lot more now, he is pronouncing his RRRrrs very very well, I especially like to hear him say "Mi Amorrrr" which is what he calls his Abuelita because she doesn't like being called a grandma. He helps me cook his lunches and dinners now, and knows not to touch the stove and hot pans because they are "OT" and it will "URT" :D I love my peanut butters.

Got to talk to Kevin today on Skype, I'm one lucky girl my husband is one good looking dude. And so is my son, I'll have to sweep girls off my porch when he turns 12. I got a few pics done for my albums that I want to put together for Caspian. I also uploaded a few more pics from my SD cards so they are free for this weekend's shoots. 

 These pictures were taken back in March 2011 when we were first here to take an 8 week class. Caspian and I went to my old highschool Mater Dei to pick up a transcript. They were closed but I had my camera with me so I decided to take this opportunity to do a mini shoot of my baby in his future high school.

I love this candid of my baby, no idea what that stain is on his pants its been so long ago but his face is just priceless <3

Caspian is indeed a Mini-Monarch. Here he is climbing all over our Grotto to the Virgin Mary statue and also petting our school mascot the Mater Dei Monarch.

All in all it was a good day. Tomorrow is Friday so yay! I hope to get caught up on a few things this weekend. Crossing my fingers :)

Driving Wrecklessly

Last night I had a dream that I was driving a car. In my dream I was driving really fast even though I was on the freeway i was driving frightenly fast endangering my and the lives of the people that were with me. I saw what was a head of me but a part of me did not care. There was a big hill unlike in real life but in my dream it was part of the high way, rather it was like a mountain, and at the very top was only the road, two lanes and no barriers on the sides. I swirved and swayed because of my speed but I did not care. I remember being really determined to get somewhere or to get out of wherever I was FAST! It felt like a dull anxiety. Anyway at the top of this big mountain hill road I swerved uncontrollably trying to bypass another vehicle and before I knew it I lost control of the car. It wasn't until then that I realized that there were other people in the car that I was hurting, one of them my son and my mom. So the car fell off the road, tumbling down it turned over and hit a building off the side of the moutain, to myself I thought we're going to be fine just hold on and cover your heads.. When continued to roll down and I lost consciousness.
Then i woke up and the first thing I wanted to do is find out if my baby and my mom were ok. In my dream I was walking around with fresh bruises and open wounds on my face and body. I was home and found my brother Jesse who said Caspian was fine and he just had helped him make the bed. I kept asking to see him but he averted the question. I asked if my mom was ok but he did not answer. In the back of my mind I also knew Kevin had been in the accident but I didn't ask for him. Then I realized that something was wrong and I was dead.